My emotions about money, currently: "Venus is contra-parallel" = being abandoned by a beloved in the first 7 years of my life; can't bear being left behind one more time; can't bear that feeling...but I can now. Venus square pluto and contra-parallel, and square nodes...yuck. I've been living poor, partly because it addressed some emotional problems: 0. a temporary fix to the feeling that I've been abandoned by someone I love or am simply drawn to, which is not necessarily love; 1. running out of energy and then feeling I couldn't prove that I was out of energy and they wouldn't listen; anger at parents protestant-workaholic-ethics; 2. running out of food/resources = Kiron = stomach. Consequence: buying too much food or focusing on food as a remedy but still a distraction from the deeper, emotional truth. 3. as a reaction to others not seeming to really know what my individual situation is; feeling isolated; not wanting to feel like that child again...
Victims of government organizations should know that there are solutions based on their knowledge-level which will help them secure their domestic and international affairs. The court system has many tricks and traps in the U.S., and has actually been defunct since it was closed over a decade ago by the real Supreme Court Justice: Russell-Jay: Gould. In many countries like China, the government is completely against the people, persecuting faith groups including the Falun Gong and Uyghers. Maritime Law First is that the governments worldwide consider humans to be vessels, in maritime law; they see them as corporations or corporate-ships; and when you’re born if you don’t register by 7 years old, you’re considered “lost at sea”; the ship-men have a saying “x many souls were lost”. That’s why when people die, the tombstones are always written in FULL CAPS because it means they are considered a latin word, nom de guerre , meaning they were considered dead entities from that point un...