I have splenic authority.
The easiest time for me to hear my intuition is when I'm about to go to bed, and all the generators in my house have gone to bed, and I'm just contemplating with my 57-20. Or when I'm purposely meditating in the morning, not on my computer (very important).
The hardest time to hear my authority/spleen/intuition is when I'm at the grocery store or shopping online, and I'm looking at many things in the checkout, switching focus resets my thought-process and stimulates my mind, making it easy to lose track of what my body is saying. After all, the transferred-line of the hexegram of my human-design-view is MARKETS. So shopping is usually where I play my cards "wrong." Other people's auras dancing in and out of my body and my open G-center, makes it feel like I'm in a washing machine spinning around.
Yet at the same time, when I can hear the spleen clearly, sometimes it doesn't make sense. Like it's incorrect. Sometimes it needs to go through that process to learn. Of course it does. But it also has thousands of years of pattern-cognition and can give a highly-intuitive-precognitive/psychic-telling of what's going to happen in the future, or if I take this path or timeline versus this other one.
I also have a right-angle-mind; so it can also preempt the future. Sometimes my mind is sending a red-flag or is afraid because it feels the probability of the future being 'negative' yet it's against the splenic intuition which says 'we need to do this.'
For example: i had a tense feeling about my neighbors when they moved in; i ended up teaching them piano lessons but it was not correct for me; I wasn't really invited, but I offered it too soon because I overheard one girl saying something about me teaching them piano;
When they moved in, my mind, knowing the future somewhat, knew there was going to be tension between myself and them; but my spleen knew they were in my 4th line network and I needed to make friends with them, or it just knew it was right to BEGIN being friends with them. It could change moment to moment based on what they were inviting me to do.
But to what extent must I engage with them? and when did I quit engaging with them? Only my spleen knew, but it had to go through the experience, and it wasn't a 'mistake' because all roads lead back to the oneness, the self, and the choicelessness of the vehicle.
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