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:Human-Design: Heart-Center = :Trying-to-prove-yourself / burning-out / proving-yourself-right: not-self.

Maybe I will get a different car when I stop trying to prove myself!

Law of One says, when the mental catalyst is not processed by the mental, it is given to the physical illusion.

So I have a red car, and my bank account is in the red.

The fixed heart center is red in human design... I was trying to prove myself to my mom when she told me to go out and buy a car with financing, instead of getting a used car. Before then, I wasn't under so much pressure every month.

28.4 is also the same number as the date that my car payment is due each month...
 

28 is the gate of the game-player. it's all about communicating with my 4th line, instead of trying to prove myself... in the court, the paperwork, the documents, the proof.
 

'where the heart is, there will your treasure be also.'

An open heart, needs to stay open, not try to be fixed/fixedness.

 

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